Now i get it!

It is called Faith when you smile in a bad day knowing tomorrow will be a better one! NOW I GET IT! so in summary of my blog title will be... "HAVE FAITH"!

slow to anger

There are many things that i want to say when things happen and yet cannot in order to protect their dignity. Not everyone will be able to take what you've to say about them as neither i am in the position or i am perfect. But no matter what, i am gonna control my anger and be a person who is slow to anger.

So i guess it's seriously a very good thing and a great skill to have, to be able to control our anger yea?

wah! ENVY!

ok... just wanna say how amazed i am after seeing a Ang Mo model walk into topman Ion and just took off his shirt and try on new clothes in public. he become the limelight for that few minutes la! EVERY EYES are on him.

Really good looking, tall and ya! He is a model! =]

ok... have to meditate on "God created every man in His own image... i am carefully and wonderfully made" amen!

kOoNzy

unhappiness(any other emotions) is an emotion... it will come and go. telling yourself you can do it... is a character... which will follows you throughout your life. after this mountain of your life... you will see another piece of heaven.
- kOoNzy

i think i am quite impress with myself. =]
another phrase i used to encourage my friend which i think it will be helpful to myself when i am unhappy.

Imaginarium

WOW WOW WOW!!! It have been like months since i last had a proper meal with Pastors! Really miss Pastors so so much!
Just being able to be so up close with Pastors is already a BIG BLESSING!!! really enjoyed today's dinner!! WOOT! really prayed that i will have more chance like this in the near future!

I am so excited about what is gonna happen in the future! with the launch of Imaginarium... it's like setting off a fighter plane to conquere a territory of it's own. we are gonna gain more grounds and fight off all darkness that is hovering over the Arts over thousands of years!

Let Your light shines LORD!!!


kOoNzy

Christian.... CHRISTians

I am very amazed by the number of Christians i met in my camp. Just in my office, all the 3 of us are Christians! When i was about to rejoice and celebrate... i was shocked. Truely this statement is so true... "i like your Christ, but i don't like your Christian"... when can all the Christian starts to be more Christ-like? It's not like i was perfect or something... but the ways they carried themselves are just not Christ-like.

I truely thank God with all my heart that i was born again in an amazing church where they teaches us not only good but to do good also.

It's really important for us Christians to really behave how we should be and really act upon what have been taught in the bible! i came across many people who used to be Christian, but stop attending church because they are simply disgusted by the "Christians" they come across with. i cannot believe and agree more till i came across a few new friends in camp who claimed themselves as Christian. Not all are bad... but it's just that few of them that 'spoil market'. Didn't the bible tells us not to stumble our neighbour? and i think by being a bad testimony did not only stumble non believer, believer will also be shaken.

Now, by seeing all the ugly side of "Christians" in the world... it is a very easy to be just like them... but it can also be a mirror where you are able to reflect and guage yourself if you are like them. I DON'T WANT TO BE LIKE THEM!

My Prayer...
"God... mould me to the shape You wants me to be and let Your light shine through me. i wanna be a good testimony of Yours."

kOoNzy

Medical Cover

Just came back from a medical cover understudy in Bedok Camp! Yes! It's my first time and of cause it is fun! but i can foresee myself becoming bored of it after maybe a few months time. But gonna try my best to keep myself fresh! Because, lives are in my hands!

Basically my job is to collect the medical items and sit at a point to make sure everyone's safety! So the whole time, we are just watching people running round and round the track. =]Although it's not anything interesting, talking to new people become a new highlight! =] Got to see some of my BMT camp mate like Aaron, and Jun Jie and Medic's friend like Berry! =]

I really hope every covers i do will be a safe one! I really prayed that there will be no casualty to evacuate. =]

very tired now.. got to bathe, eat my tau huay and go to bed!

OH YA!!! my Mdm, Sir and myself rearrange the whole layout of the office today! =] exciting!!!


kOoNzy

Repost: Sons in the House

A few months back, when i came across KS's note on FB, i am very inspired to write too... and i think it will be good to repost it here as a record! So, here it goes....


I was browsing around facebook and i came across KS's note about 'How Jr' and i am so inspired to write a note too! although my language is not as powerful and as flowery, i will still try to bring my message across! =]I think i am going to write the same topic as when i read KS's note, many thoughts and memories came into my mind and i would wish to share with whoever that are interested! After so many years, i can still clearly remember the picture. =]
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Venue: Heart of God Church, FTMS, Auditorium, Cry Room.
Time: Noon
What i am doing: Walking around in church
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Pastor Lia was playing with Rinnah, carrying her around the auditorium and playing with her. I stayed at a corner just observing Pastor Lia. after a few minutes later, Pastor Lia went into the cry room and played the old piano (the one in media room now). i went forward and stayed outside the glass window and continue looking at Pastor Lia.after a while i left the auditorium.a few hours later, Pastor Lia sent someone to look for me..."Pastor Lia ask if you are looking for her"-"haha... not really, i was just looking at her and observing how she plays with Rinnah"*a few years later*

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Venue: Heart of God Church, Singpost's Auditorium, weekend service
Time: Noon
What i am doing: Sitting in the service listening to Pastor How's sermon

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while listening to Pastor How's sermon, Pastor How talks about how he will just spend time to observe and look at Rinnah and ABSORB Rinnah... immediately it click! this is the exact same experience that i went through... a few years back, i was just spending time to absorb Pastor Lia and appreciate Pastor for who she is! after then i realized that i will always have the habit to 'absorb' both Pastors when ever i walk into the office.To me, i think that, loving our Pastors is to carry their burdens, carry their vision and carry their heart wherever we go. But one of the smallest thing like 'absorbing' them is very important too. it's loving them for who they are! =]

I LOVE my Pastors! How about YOU? time to 'absorb'~!


kOoNzy

My Baby is Out!

Yesterday is the day where my "Baby" is born! The "Baby" here is not really the real baby that we will first think of! As designer/artist etc... the works that we work on are usually describe as our baby as we need to sow in our thoughts, ideas, inspiration, time, effort and many many sleepless night to accomplish what is needed to be done!

In case you are still wondering what "Baby" i was talking about... it's a private school Website that i was entrusted to do! From the logo to the whole outlook of the website. Below is how the main page look like...

After going through lots of thunder storms, i am so happy that Regent are officially launched yesterday during service! I will believe together with the school's vision... which is "Empower with Education, Equipped for Entrepreneurship" and their mission "education is the surest and fastest way out of poverty and entrepreneurship will take one further to living a life of success, significance and satisfaction."
To view the website you are able to log on to... http://www.regent.edu.sg/

Thats all for this post! Just wanted to share my joy in this post! =]




-kOoNzy

Reflecting for the past one year

For the past one year plus, many things had happened. My life was totally changed as i have been enlisted into the army about 10 plus months ago. For good or for worse, that's the life that we have to go through. But thank God! He have been really faithful and His thoughts are always higher than our thoughts! When i thought i will never be able to get my 8 to 5pm, and almost given up hope on it, God make a way for me! =]

As God promise us an abundant life on earth, it is not always a bed of roses. There are sure to be ups and downs as it is part of life and what never kill us, make us a stronger person. I personally really think that no matter what happen to us, giving up will never be an option! Only the strong will persist on and fight the fights! I choose to be the Strong one! Will hang on and keep hanging on! When things are not looking good now, i will start to visualize into the future. It cost nothing to dream and visualize right? =]

Alright! Maybe i will slowly update all the high keys event in my life for the past one year. It acts like an online diary where when next time i am down or feeling discourage, i am able to look at those posts and feel encourage once again! That what happen yesterday when I-van suddenly reminded me about my blog! As human are all forgetful creatures, we need to find ways to keep reminding us of the good and be grateful to all the people that are involve and of course not forgetting God! Because it is really very easy to be overwhelm by our own problems and get drifted away. Once we are drifted apart, our vision will start to blur out and this is the time where the devil will start to do work. When we are at that crossroad, we can have 2 choices, to drift even further away, or to try harder to get closer again! =] i guess it will really cost me a lot if i chose the first route, so try again to get closer will be my final answer! log it in!

I guess it's getting late and i am very sleepy now after a 11+km run... should stop here and continue my exciting journey that i walked for the past one year in my next blog post!

"When we grow weary, God will be that light that guides us through! Have faith and don't worry! let the worry worried for itself."

Thank You Lord,
kOoNzy